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My name is Graham and I support people in crisis.​​

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Whatever you are going through:

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  • divorce or the ending of a relationship

  • job or business loss

  • bankruptcy or financial stress

  • death of friends and family

  • loss of meaning and purpose 

  • addiction

  • persistent lack of energy and motivation

  • suicidal depression

  • soul sickness

  • persistent dread, nihilism or terror

  • existential angst

 

I feel you.

 

I have experienced them all.

 

Long Dark Nights (or months) of the Soul. 

Screaming to a God you’re not even sure you believe in. 

Thoughts of checking out, permanently…but then…the kids.

Begging for the pain in the body, in the mind, to stop, just for one day.

And just to feel alive…fully alive!, like a child of God again.

 

But no.

 

And Life? The Universe?

 

It doesn’t seem to care.

 

Indifferent.

 

And you lose faith in everything.

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Day after day. 

Week after week. 

Sometimes month after month. 

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You’ve tried the drugs: medical, psychedelic and recreational. 

 

You have thought or tried therapy, or coaching, but it did not "work".

 

You need daily, even constant support, not just a once a week call.

 

You've distracted yourself, lost in your addiction of habit. 

You've watched your mind saying “One more…I will stop tomorrow.”

You make the bargain with the devil.

Anything to avoid the stillness, the loneliness…the silence.

 

You've read the books, watched the YouTube videos, tried to heal and become more conscious, but you are still burdened by your past, terrified of the future, and it's crushing you. 

 

And yet I also know there’s still a voice in you that whispers:

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- This moment is necessary.

- Now you have to change. 

- You must be brave.

- And you cannot go back.

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Walking with you over the threshold

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Let me walk beside you. 

Let me be someone who stays with you in the dark.

Let me listen to you, deeply, sometimes challenging your perceptions and beliefs, and sometimes just being a silent witness to your struggle. 

 

I know the stories about ego death, identity collapse, and deep soul pain.

I know how the body and mind can respond. 

I know sometimes you may not be able to get out of bed, hate yourself, feel pathetic, lazy and hear the voice that says, "Just get up and get on with it!" 

 

You might feel numb, without motivation, and dissociated from your life and friends. 

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You might want to die.

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What brought you joy before may no longer bring you joy now. 

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And that endless sense of atmospheric doom or terror. 

 

It can all become too much. 

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What actually helps​

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You want all the pain and suffering to stop.

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You want that life you sense is "just over there."

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You want to feel safe in the unknown.

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Well you can get all that, and more, if you rewire your mind, let you body speak, and face the darkness.

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If you learn some tools and let me help you use them.

 

These tools are:

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- conscious breath

- presence

- Nature

- attention

- imagination

- courage

- patience

- being witnessed. 

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Raw honesty, seeking truth, acceptance, crying, rage, forgiveness, gratitude. They are also part of the mix.

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Over time, I combined all of these into one practice: The Game Of Now.

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What support looks like

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I offer practical, deep support in flexible formats depending on your unique circumstances.

In my experiences, I often wanted someone "in my corner"every day, just for a short while, until I found my feet again. 

Other times, I just needed one very long chat for five hours. 

Other times, an occasional chat and a daily text would be enough.  

Whatever format works for you, we do it online.  

But I want you to know that if you have a panic attack at 4am, I will be there for you. If your mind won't stop racing, and you feel like you need to talk for hours, you call me, I will listen. 

If the devil calls you to addiction, you call me. 

It is my belief that after about 28 days of support and after you have learned how to use all those tools, you can trust your own guidance and inner compass.​​​​​

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Contribution and commitment

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This work is offered as a gift. It is not priced by the hour.

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I only work with a small number of people per month.

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If we work together, you will receive my full presence, attention, and care — not just during our calls, but beyond them. This includes spontaneous voice messages, unseen holding, regular check-ins, and the space I keep open for you as you move through your threshold.

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I ask for a contribution that reflects the value you receive, and the depth of commitment you feel.

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As a guideline:

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Suggested contributions:

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€1,400 to €2,200 for the 28-days.


Ongoing support after the initial 28 days can be shaped together, based on what feels fair and sustainable, if you need it.

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If you are in a financially difficult place, but deeply called to this work, let’s talk.

 

I trust generosity, on both sides.

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